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Willow my sparkling Star..

Written by Willow

Dear Willow, You passed away last night quietly and peacefuly,you went home to be with your Auntie Daisy and to be with the Angels.. Im so sorry i was not with you any earlier i found you sat in your hay barely breathing and took you out,i knew you were going so i put you on your dads knee while i rang the vet but you tried to climb off twice im so sorry i did that i just did not want to drop you while i called the vet.. once your Doggie brother, Vinnie ran over to comfort you you were okay you settled down and started to go to into your sleep.. i ran over and picked you up and you woke again im so sorry for stopping you fom going i realy hope i didnt cause you any stress.. i laid you back down on your dads chest for him to stroke you and comfort you, i quickly rang the vet to tell him we were on our way but when i came back to you your dad was cradeling you and you were barely breathing i could not feel it but i think when i picked you up i felt a little heart beat.. i held you closely and told you how much i love you and looked into your eyes i was crying so much i held you close in the car but i knew you were just leaving us then..your eyes slowly shut and the shine slowly faded i just held you crying begging you to breath.. i pray that you were not stressed and heard every word i said to you and knew i was cuddling you..i miss you so much already my lovely guinea pig and all your guinea pig family are missing you, your Auntie Poppy sat where you last sat and just hunched up, you were both never apart.. I love you Willow im so sorry for putting you on your dads knee and you wanted to get off first i should have held you but i panicked and wanted to ring the vet as fast as possible,I was in shock because you were so healthy and happy that morning.. although i could not feel you breathing when i held you i knew you still had not gone, your dad kept telling me you were laid on his hand and he promises although very lightly you were breathing and passed away in my arms, I love you Baby i will always miss you im hurting badly and cant stop crying i go over and over in my mind why did i let your dad hold you first it was all my fault what if i took the last bit of life out of you.. im so sorry baby girl i will always regret not holding you first.. one day we will meet again but until then you come and see us as much as possible you be free and have as much lovely hay as you want.. Mummy loves you darling Always and Forever, Goodbye for now.. Mummy Katie and your daddy Ian, brother Vinnie and all your Guinea family xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx