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Written by tlinds
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I just lost my best friend in the world-her name is Blue. She was a big loveable girl dog who had one blue eye and one brown eye. I think she was part catahoula and something else-though I'm not sure what. Blue came into my life when she was around 3 to 4 years old and we adopted her from a family fostering her and for me, it was love at first sight. This pup was amazing, I could walk her without a leash and did so all the time. I could leave her outside with the gate open and she never ventured out without me going with her. SHe also had an amazing intuitiveness when she looked at you. She looked at you as if you were her only reason for being. She was the most faithful loving puppy in the world to me. I was blessed to have her in my life for the 11 short years she was with us. She will always be in my heart and I will love her forever. Tonight, I had to put my baby to sleep. In a way, I'm okay with it, b/c she won't have to suffer anymore. I know when I pass into the next life, I will see her again and we'll be together forever. Though, in the meantime, there is a huge ache in my heart and I can't stop it from hurting. The house is so quiet, it's like something elemental has left me-something essential and just when I think I can't cry anymore about it, tears start to form again when I remember one more thing she did, or the way she let me hold her and just love her for hours on end. She let me love her and loved me back in return. I don't know what my life would've been without her!!!!! I don't know how my life will be without her now! I don't know if I want to even know what my life will be like without her, though, I know I don't have a choice. I must carry on!!! She'd want me to. I loved her with all my heart and will miss her like my right arm, my eyes, my heart. Thank you guys so much for letting me share my story, my heart, and my pain. And my heart goes out to all others in cyberspace who have had similar suffering to mine! In the meantime, we shall carry on---even if we don't have as much joy as we had with these wonderful creatures in our lives! Thanks again!
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